Been thinking about you...
wondering did i made the right decision ...
Feeling lost with you ...
Feel as though the world is cold without you there with me...
Since The decision that i made i regret so fucking much ... but i still have to move on ....
with that promise...
I will work hard for Our future so you live well
I will find a place in this world that we can live happily ever after
Gave you a perfect wedding and a new life...
For the sake of that i let go ...
I HATE MYSELF for tht...
but its for the best... hope you realize that...
This decision made me cry and bleed inside.... i cant bear tht pain...
I m SORRY ... I NEED you ....
With Love, Adrian Siaw Ten Hao..